Decade

It really does feel...
Like someone has stabbed me in the heart;
Stood in front of me
Looked me in the eye
Pulled out a dagger
And shoved it in my heart.

I can feel it hurt
I can feel it go in
I feel the warm blood trickle
Then flow down my skin
I feel short of breath
As the life leaves me slowly

I can't breathe
The room starts to spin
Everything is fuzzy
I can't remember anything
But what it feels like
To be stabbed in the heart

He pulls the blade out and I fall
Into my own pool of blood
My heart still tries to beat
But I am dead...

Now I know how it feels
To be dissected
I thought I was okay
But now I can't heal

Imagine looking someone in the face
Over and over again
And seeing the knife go in
And feel like it's you that had sinned

Now you can see right through me
Now I am vulnerable and weak
Now I am barely breathing
Now I have forgotten how to speak

I didn't feel for a while
Maybe I still don't feel like I should
But it hurts none-the-less
A dagger driven into the heart