Dreaming....

I want to travel the world....
I want to see the Great Pyramids in Egypt and the African Safari in Kenya.
I want to hug a baobab tree and pet a Galapagos Land Tortoise,
I want to see the lemurs of Madagascar and the Komodo Dragons!
I want to swim with the sharks in the Great Barrier Reefs and tour the Australia Zoo,
I want to hike through the mountains in India and learn about culture around the world
I want to feel the rush of standing next to iconic landmarks like the Eiffel Tower, Big Ben, The Colosseum, Stone Henge, The Leaning Tower of Pisa, The Trevi Fountain... I want to see it all!
I want to learn about people, study them and find out what makes us all so unique and special. 
I want to understand people on a level that most of us don't explore. Culture is so interesting to me, what is it that makes us all so uniquely different?  Where did our traditions, perception of beauty, and belief of spirit come from?  Why?  It's beautiful to think about... I'm tired of being stuck in this hillbilly Bible-beater city.  I want to explore and learn and utilize the brain I was given, even with it's flaws.  Most of all I want to help people realize how beautiful they are.  I want to promote peace, peace within a person that brings peace to the outside.  I want to help people find things that makes them happy.  I want to share laughs with African Tribes and a European mime and a Chinese Geisha.

I want to finish college and major in psychology, as soon as I can I would like to get a job at a domestic abuse shelter or a homeless shelter or group home.  I want to start there, save up enough money to move out, keep going to school and get a great job as a behavioral therapist and make a difference in peoples lives like the difference my team has made in my life. 

The good news is, these are all things I can NOT do if I am tied down to my eating disorder.   So someday I will learn to let ed take a back seat and drive down the road to recovery.

I don't want my life to come and go and nothing happen.

Something Worth Leaving Behind - Lee Ann Wolmack
"Hey Mona Lisa, who was Leonardo?

Was he Andy Warhol?

You were Marilyn Monroe

Hey Mozart, what kind of name is Amadeus

It´s kinda like Elvis

You gotta die to be famous

I may not go down in history

I just want someone to remember me

I´ll probably never hold a brush

that paints a masterpeice

Probably never find a pen

that writes a symphony

But if I will love then I will find

That I have touched another life

And that´s something

Something worth leaving behind

Hey Midas you say you have the magic touch

That even all that shiny stuff

Someday is gonna turn to dust

Hey Jesus it must have been some Sunday morning

In a blaze of glory

We´re still tellin´ your story

I may not go down in history

I just want someone to remember me

I´ll probably never dream a dream

and watch it turn to gold

No, I´ll never lose my life

to save another soul

If I will love then I will find

That I have touched another life

And that´s something

Something worth leaving behind

Hey baby see the future that we´re building

Our love lives on in the lives of our children

And that´s something

Something worth leaving behind"