Alice

My heart is hurting

I hate feeling

It always ends up in shambles

I always end up bleeding

The world around me is slowly dying

I can’t watch the sun set another day

Because who’s to say

That it really does rise again?

 

It’s hard

When you are the only one

That can see inside the darkness

And still be completely blinded

It’s scary

When you can be surrounded by people

And still feel completely alone

In a world that is dying

 

Relapse

One step forward two steps back

I trip, and then I tumble

Now I’m falling down the rabbit hole

Faster and faster into a world

That I have created inside my head

But it feels so real

Maybe it feels

Like I’m dead

 

I don’t want to fall so fast

It’s like I wasn’t even given a chance

What happened?

When did daylight

Become

Just as dark as night

When I was so alone

That my twisted mind

Became a better friend

A better place to hide…