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This is my journey. The ups, the downs, the inbetweens, the search for the light at the end of the tunnel. Take what you will, this is me. I'm 24 now, it's been 6 years sense I made this blog! Six very long years. They haven't been great but maybe, just maybe there will be better. Here's to hope and here's to recovery... and here's to Ensure Plus!

Thursday, February 28, 2013

Totaled

This girl is broken
She is damaged beyond repair
She is a European car
Totaled in a bad mistake
No mechanic can fix it
And insurance won’t pay the price
Send her to the junkyard
After all, that is where she belongs
With the dogs, rats, snakes, and maggots
Nobody wants her anymore
Her proud, rich owner will move on
He has the world at his dispense
He’ll buy a better her
And leave her
Like everyone else did
Nobody cares anymore
You are covered in bruises and dents
Your insides have been left behind
Now infested with cobwebs and broken pieces
A shattered windshield can no longer protect
The abandoned flesh from the storms that lie ahead
No headlights to warn you of the dangers
No power to run away
You just sit there in lonely silence
And watch it rain all day
Eventually the day will come
When the junkyard man approaches
And takes away any value left in there
And recycles the worthless parts
To make a little profit for himself
And thus that is the end
There is nothing left
The girl is no longer broken
Because she no longer exists
She’s never missed
He has already moved on
No loses here
Just a girl in a junkyard,
Dying and in fear

2 comments:

  1. shhhh,
    just breath,
    you are not broken just yet,
    tone out the cars
    and look beyond the lights,
    theirs more to this life,
    take your mind and rip to shreads and take the good of what's left,
    death is far from near,
    pull back those tears,
    it only rains but a day,
    I do not knos hoe much more time I can waste,
    you won't let the clouds clear you to even give it a taste,
    theirs more to this life than you could ever see,
    if it doesn't excite you,
    just let be,
    stop listening to me,
    live in the darkness
    if that's really where you want to be.

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  2. sorry phone sucks. tons of missspellings

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